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My Beautiful Flaw: Mental Health Awareness Week

Dear Psychosis, If that’s even your real name. I want to say thank you. Thank you for introducing me to parts of myself that I’d never known, and for reintroducing me to the essence of Ellis. Who she was, who she is and who she could be. You forced me to heal from trauma bonds […]

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I’m Not Settling, And That’s That.

Somebody that I used to know used to tell me that I’m too much of a dreamer and that my expectations for a relationship were unrealistic. There were also times I was told that I wasn’t a “real woman” seeing as my idea of how things could work were nothing like the girls he dated […]

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Psychosis: The End Of One Mind, The Beginning Of Another

“Remember what they did to you. You can’t trust them”, said a voice clearer in sound than anything I’ve ever heard before. I was alone, assuming I was overhearing a neighbour’s conversation, until it called my name. “Ellis”, it called me louder and louder until I followed it straight outside, but nobody was there. Yet, […]

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Full Circle

Love is on my mind today. The love that I’ve given, so selflessly, whilst receiving nothing in return—or nothing that lasts as long as my eternal offering of unconditional love. Below are words that I wrote, to myself, that my heart decided to share with you. If you find that my words are fitting to […]

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